【從顯化潛能到核心才能 《上》】
【從擁有自己所需的空間 → 成功的做自己 → 感受自我價值】
今天要分享的是我這半年來的內在歷程與靈性旅程，雖然這半年，外在世界像是停滯、凝結般，當日常不再日常，當尋常的生活被迫改變，也帶領著我更深的進入我的內在世界。
當阿格尼公布他能協助我們立即顯化與生俱來的潛能的服務時，我的內在立即被觸動與呼喚，雖然詢問了能遠距的可能性，我還是藉著阿格尼在2020年2月來台灣達瞻時的機會，與他預約了面對面顯化潛能的服務。
阿格尼問我要自己選擇潛能還是他幫我看，我請阿格尼幫我讀，於是阿格尼幫我顯化的是「擁有自己所需的空間」，當下我不太懂迎回這個潛能對我的意義是什麼，因為事實上，我擁有的外在空間是很多且很大的，但我仍然抱持著好奇的心態觀察著我的日常生活。
很快的，我發現這個潛能在我的生活中所帶來的改變和影響，在我的日常冥想中，我更能專注在自己，更能穩定的在我之內，因為其實我是一個很能感知外在能量與環境的人，但同時這個狀態也讓我有時常在一種戒備的狀態，常常要等到處理完外在訊息後，才能好好專注在自己內在，或是專注在自己內在時，要花一些時間屏除外在世界的訊息才能聚焦在自己身上。
但顯化這個潛能後，我發現我穩定在內在的時間更長了，也能更快速從外在世界轉換到我的內在世界，我喜歡那種穩穩在自己之內的感覺，這也更讓我明白這個潛能對我而言的意義。
【從顯化潛能到核心才能 《中》】
【從擁有自己所需的空間 → 成功的做自己 → 感受自我價值】
因為顯化第一個潛能後，太驚豔於它在我生活中帶來的改變，我開始在內在想著也許可以將顯化另一個潛能當成下一個目標。
因此後來因為疫情而無法出國玩耍兼慶生之際，我決定將顯化潛能當成給自己的生日禮物。
當時我正好經驗著自己的內在衝突與挫折，我總是在尋找自己的獨特之處，且渴望被認同，但似乎又懷疑著這是不是我想要的，因此我詢問阿格尼，能否幫我顯化我是獨特且成功的，後來阿格尼幫我顯化了「成功的做自己」。
這個潛能被顯化之後，感覺我像是進入了一個自我探索期，對於做自己這個主題上，有些舊有模式要被釋放，有些綑綁要離開。然後阿格尼竟然在我們談話最後要結束的時候跟我說，我們”核心才能”見(大驚)。
【從顯化潛能到核心才能 《下》】
【從擁有自己所需的空間 → 成功的做自己 → 感受自我價值】
自從阿格尼幫我顯化了「成功做自己」這個潛能，又在結尾時推了坑後，我的生命中開始出現一連串時不時的推坑，連阿格尼也再來致命一擊，但我仍然有很多的猶豫，畢竟這是一大筆的費用，我不確定自己是否有能力負擔，就連"只能線上做"到最後都變成是我的理由，呵呵。
最後讓我做出決定是因為我內在的衝突到達極致，我問我自己，如果想要知道自己的獨特之處一直是我的渴望，那我到底在等什麼，在猶豫什麼，於是在兩個月的衝撞期後，我決定去迎回自己的核心才能。
當我知道我的核心才能是”自我價值”時，很多事情都串連起來了，兩年前我就開過自我價值的迷你工作坊，那時候我已經感受到，自我價值影響的層面相當廣，也是很多內外在狀態的關鍵因子。而最讓我驚豔的是，接回我的核心的同時，我自己的自我價值也被療癒了，那些過去內在的自我懷疑、自我限制或拉扯，也因為整合這個核心才能後，瞬間消失不見，我感覺到我更是我自己，我感覺到一份由內而外的自我肯定，我知道我一直以來追尋的就是這份心中的安在與安穩，而不是別人的肯定或認同。
在接完核心才能的一個多月後，在密集的做了這麼多核心才能的個案後，陪伴了很多人度過內在的限制、不安、拉扯、猶豫、懷疑及否認，支持很多人越來越接納自己，越來越是自己的感覺真爽，也真心的讚嘆"核心才能"的能量運作效率又快速又精準。
有機會陪伴一些個案做了全部的療程，當然也是剛好是個案需要的，真的覺得我的"核心才能"在各個層次上協助個案更完整、更能採取行動、更能珍惜自己、珍視自己，並吸引來能珍惜自己的夥伴、個案、環境與生活。
【From manifest potential to core competency 】Part I
【From having the space you need → Successfully being yourself → self-worth】
Today I like to share my inner and spiritual journey in the last months in 2020. Although the outer world seems to be stopped during the last months, when daily life is no longer the same, when we are forced/pushed to change, it also leads me go a deeper to my inner world.
When Agni announced that he will offer could help us the potential work, my heart immediately was called by the service. Although I asked Agni if he could do it online, I still like to meet Agni in person. When Agni came to Taiwan in Feb. I met him for manifesting the potential for me.
The potential that Agni manifest for me is “I have the space I need”. Although I do not really understand what does this potential mean to me or how does it bring to me, I still observe my daily life with open mind.
And I discovered the changes and impacts of this potential in my life soon. In my daily meditation, I can focus more on myself and be more stable in me, because I am always very sensitive to the external energy and the environment, but at the same time, this also makes me often in the state of alertness. After manifesting this potential, I feel I could easily stay in myself and could switch from the outer world to my inner world more quickly. I feel so good and relax.
【From manifest potential to core competency 】Part II
【From having the space you need → Successfully being yourself → self-worth】
After Agni manifest the first potential for me, I was so amazed how it change my life, and I thought perhaps it could be my birthday gift to receive the second one.
At the time, I experienced inner conflicts and frustration, I was always looking for my own uniqueness and eager to be recognized, but I also doubt if being recognised was really what I wanted, so I asked Agni if he could help me to manifest that “I am unique and successful”, and later Agni helped me to manifest “successfully being myself".
After this potential has been manifested, I feel like I have entered a period of self-exploration. Some old patterns have to be released, some have to be transformed. And Agni said to me in the enc of our conversation: see you in your core competence.
【From manifest potential to core competency 】Part III
【From having the space you need → Successfully being yourself → self-worth】
Since Agni helped me to manifest the potential of “successfully beng myself" and “give me a push” for the core competence, lots of similar message show up one after another, but I still have a lot of hesitation, like money issue, can only doing online,….
My inner conflict reach the highest point led me to make the final decision, and then I asked myself, if this is my longing for such long time, what am I waiting for! So after 2 months, I am really ready to receive my core competence.
When I knew that my core competence was “self-worth", many things were connected together. I had a mini workshop which called “self-worth” two years ago. At that time, I already felt that self-worth is so important, and also a key for many internal and external states, and what surprises me most is that while receive my core competence, my own self-worth has been healed. Those self-doubts, self-limitations disappeared instantly after integrating the core competence. I feel that I am more myself. I feel self-affirmation from the inside out. I know what I have been looking for is the peace and stability in my heart, not the affirmation or approval of others.
After receiving the core competence, I intensively doing many clients, help and accompanied many people went through their inner restrictions, uneasiness, struggling, hesitation, doubts and denials, supporting them to accept themselves. It’s so cool, easy, accurate and powerful to work with my core competence on people.
I really feel that my core competence can help people be more true and complete at all levels, and take more action, cherish oneself more, and attract people who could really cherish you into your life.
👉Manifest your potential from Agni
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